6 months

Tomorrow is 6 months since it happened. I had awful nightmares last night. I was getting raped over and over again and everybody new because they found out this blog and found out who was writing the blog. I feel really bad today. I feel very panicked and lost. It feels like it was only yesterday. Where has the last 6 months gone. They are such a blur, this is a very long and lonely uphill battle. Nobody can help.