Monday, January 31, 2011
I can't sleep...I barely know what a normal nights sleep is anymore...i've spent the last 6 months all over the place sleeping does not come easy for me. It's no big surprise that I can't sleep tonight, it's nothing new. Tomorrow I'm going to have to drag myself out of bed to go to work. I'm so tired, tired of battling every day, tired of feeling tired. Tired of not being able to sleep. Tired of the nightmares, of feeling alone. Tired tired tired. I wish there was someone to tell me how I was supposed to feel or how long this pain would last for. I'm tired.