Monday, March 14, 2011
I was drunk when it happened
I was drunk when it happened and I hate myself for it. I thought I could trust him, he was a friend of a friend. I hate myself for putting myself in a vulnerable situation. Aaaaah, why did I have to be so stupid. No wonder I blame myself. No matter what anyone says I shouldn't have put myself in that situation.
Will I always feel this way? Will I always hate myself for this. I feel like I should be the one on trial. I'm an awful person. Did I really deserve all this????