Monday, March 7, 2011
I'm sick of the nightmares
I just want one night when I don't have any nightmares. Just one night. It's been over 7 months and I haven't had one night where I haven't had a nightmare. I'm so tired from it. I'm exhausted from them. I have to get up in the morning and put my face on for the day and it's so exhausting. I just want a break from it. People forget that I'm going through so much, it's not their fault they just don't understand what it's like (thankfully), they expect me to be fine and when it shows that I'm not then they seem surprised, they don't know the half of it. If only they knew what was going on in my head 24/7. I need a break from it all I'm exhausted from it. It's like the worst pain you have every had and there's no painkiller for it. Maybe tomorrow will be better.